Hopsin is in a really dark place mentally and admits he has nobody to turn to for support.
The 31-year old California rapper, born Marcus Hopson, posted an emotional open letter to his Instagram account Sunday, September 4, expressing thoughts of suicide and mentioned actor Robin Williams, who took his own life in 2014.
Just got out of FUCKin jail...over some total bullshit. They're really bout to ban me from Australia now this shit fuckin sucks man.
— Hopsin (@hopsin) September 4, 2016
"Just got out of FUCKin jail...over some total bullshit. They're really bout to ban me from Australia now this shit fuckin sucks man. I hesitate to post whats really goin down in my life, so I hide it with my cool pictures. Shit ain't really that pretty over here at all. You guys may ask "why take it to social media", but youguys are all I got. Since 14 I slaved away for the music and fan base and now music is all I have. That's just the cards I was dealt. I fell into a dark hole that I haven't been able to get out of. Im a master at glorifying my pain, but pain isn't never good. Im only writing this right now because it's making me feel better for the time being. Maybe it is so I can get sorrow. I don't know. I can't see myself ever doing it, but I actually wanna literally die. Like literally. My funeral would be a blessing for me right now. I'm the emotional rapper, I know. Make fun of me. Do as you please. I can't change the way I am. This may be a moment that I look back on and laugh, but right now, I'm not laughing. What would make a 31 year old man cry on a daily basis? Being rich as hell, successful with no love around him. that's a first class ticket on air robin Williams. I ain't goin nowhere tho. I might have to disappear soon and take some time to myself."
This isn't the first time Hopsin has expressed suicidal thoughts. In November 2013, he tweeted, "If there was ever a day I was gonna blow my brains out, it would be today for sure."
Hopefully, he can pull out of his depression and get help.
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